coffee. COFFEE. coffeeeeee....i misssss you.
not really missing meat...horribly, terribly missing those others.
and yes, i like to torture myself with gorgeous, mouth-watering images of all the things i will not allow myself to eat at the moment. i'm working on my self-determination, you see.
and i will persevere. my gosh, it's only five days. and it will be good for me...for my body. and i'm hoping to realize i don't need all of the things i so desperately want to consume each day. i hate the fact that my morning demeanor is so dependent on whether there's a steamy cup of joe in my hand. and i hate the fact that sugar is absolutely addictive.
so here's to my cleanse. and here's to being healthy. and here's to, so far, having the personal resolve to resist my strongest urges.
let's hope i make it til friday.